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Narayama

by Slay My Sanity

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1.
Roll on One 03:10
no, this was not my voice I swear those were not my words that shattered someone else's life right, I will have to be the one I will see the eyes of suffering that will curse, that will damn my soul when the storm shakes your essence when the soul creeps outside you will stab me with your question tell me why tell me why roll on one, roll on two this is me and that is you an abyss between the men living in their own hells fear, this is fear what I've become when I wake up and it feels like I'm about to ignite pain, this is pain that I seed what I hear and what I see all the time, all my life with so many ghosts that haunt me with the screams inside my head life has turned into demise now and demise is what I am with the dead walking behind me with the dead walking ahead I will drown into madness with my soul forever dead
2.
Narayama 04:26
i know we all have horrid visions where time is the gallows age is the axe tormented by fear to take this decision you're cursed to know that you will be next mothers to your own killers, you sanctified their crime we all walk the same way gathering faith and counting days to Narayama cycle of madness,again and again human inside me slain human inside me eventually slain you! you're the lord of my demise you're the way to distant skies you're the mercy in disguise but don't you blame yourself, i pray i only pray to god to send snow coldness is better than hunger and beasts long is the way and deep is the sorrow but don't turn your eyes to the corpses beneath that's not your will nor is it mine, don't blame yourself for god's design i, i am more than you can have i am less than nothingness i am all that has been left, a living ghost, a mother's name you're afraid to do your rite more than I'm scared to die
3.
i'm earning, I'm longing i'm hungry for this i call it non-existence whatever however resides inside my mind from everything so distant blessed be, be the madness world belongs to the heartless i'm soaring, i'm flying above the fog of doubt the sunshine of indifference and nothing and no one affects my peace of mind my bliss of non-existence shut me down and bind me tight separate me need no guide and need no light devastate me freeze me down and stop my heart then de-soul me I don't want it torn apart best be frozen best be frozen to life blessed be, be the madmen world belongs to the heartless world is mine
4.
Fractured 04:05
a cursed lot of faces worn under ill stars no king to this kingdom but each craves the throne of a mind long forlorn will you pick one who will decide what i decide who will be me of all mes is this a life is this a crime reason and cause I can't see none of my selves will be free a smile soaked in tears a skirmish of voices a sinister stare of a phantom of soul behind a great wall i want what i hate i seek what i've found i pray to a god i denied
5.
i, i close my eyes isolation from your lies a nobody's shadow grinning down at me i stay off your ways on this mass illusion day a nobody's shadow spitting in my face fed on oblivion powered by a wordless noise that's how we're living nothingness fills the void a nobody's shadow's watching from behind the broken glass what you've done, where you've gone all erased stay away, stay away silence is the only way you are nameless, you are faceless you’re a pawn in this game stay away, stay away world of madness down the way see the angels of depression with their cruel eyes ablaze faces, rayless suns of the souls grins, wingless birds of dead emotions me, hollow mannequin of flesh you, but a shadow of no one a nobody's shadow's watching from behind the broken glass what you've done, where you've gone all erased tongueless servant, armless soldier scorch my body, I never will walk with you, escape with you to the shadow land
6.
greet the speechless for they descend the final path bearing the stabs of stares dream designer i see you grin in fading lights this is final buried, buried deep inside the word remained forever born to no avail bludgeoned, torn, and severed and silence prevailed blessed to share the vision destined to share the fall at war with every day was it time, was it faith was it ones and zeroes the future lost its shine smothered now in the grave buried in the urn of time
7.
… insignificant crawling under my feet in the dark is the city so mean and so weak leaving nothing but decay and reek i can’t be part of… i can be part of this no more in the cold of the day in the void of the night in the dirt of the past in the fog of the dreams there is no place for me there is no place for me in the slush of beliefs in the mess of hope in the weakness of words in the mist of ideas there is no place for me there is no place for me …unremarkable standing here alone at the edge getting ready to make this last move proving nothing and seeking no truth i can’t be part of... the emptiness is waiting starlight is slitting my eyesight but do i want to see? no! thunder, it deafens me blank but do I want to hear? no! wasting, i’m wasting my religion i am wasted for the visions and who will give a damn? slaying, i’m slaying my beginnings i’m slain for believing as I embrace the emptiness the emptiness is waiting ...insignificant
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9.
mud merely and only playground in the endlessness of space now, now you look upon me in your everlasting cosmic loneliness i ask you i dare you but i know what you'll say there is no time it's just another rule of your winless game there is no life i was, i am, i will be it's all the same i wonder if we are stains on the face of earth is it just for death the king to throw a feast shadows of the doom echoes of the fate tremble, startle, shake rays of phony hope light of bitter truth taunting ever more
10.
need your warmth to believe there’s no end need your words it was not all in vain to believe this was true to believe this was true when the memories die in the flames of time there’s my hope I find in your voice oh my god, let us hide from the dawn how can I disbelieve, how can I be afraid it is us who carry the light is it us who will dwell in the night? you gave me shelter from my wounded past built a temple to worship my love now it’s you who lives inside me (i) trod a distance within your caress found a heaven inside your embrace let me die on your hands before… venomous sunrise, venomous sun, rise venomous sunrise, venomous sunrise rays scar my eyes venomous sunrise, venomous sunrise sun slays my dream need your lies to believe there’s no end need your touch to believe I’m alive to believe this was you to believe this was me when the sunrise arrives there’s no time to forgive there’s no time to promise again when the venom of light speeds through ashes of night i will know this is the last time
11.
The Viewer 03:31
i've seen this face, i've heard this voice but these are stranger's eyes a storming heart cries out for help but it gets no reply unable to prove, unskilled to explain i am nothing but a viewer of pain unable to prove unskilled to explain i am nothing veiled with despair, a blinded soul is trapped by growing fears i try to speak, but helpless words fall into the abyss unable to prove unskilled to explain i am nothing but a viewer of madness in disguise whispers crisping in the mist a calm than never comes someone else instead of me better be renounced sordid demons of confusion make your friends arch enemies and the deepest silence ever breeds the voices of distress can't bring you back the solitude can't haunt away the screams you're not alone when no one's here you see what only seems

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first studio LP

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released January 13, 2019

music Danil (1, 2, 4, 6, 11) and Dmitry (3, 5, 7, 8, 9, 10)
lyrics: Alex
arrangements: Andrey and Maxim

artwork: Pavel Kurbanov
vocals recorded at: Goya Rec (Konstantin Ogarkov)
mixed at: Slaughtered Studio (Andrey Brodsky)

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Slay My Sanity Chelyabinsk, Russia

Slay My Sanity were formed back in 2009 in Chelyabinsk by Alex, Dmitry and Danil. It took them another couple of years to complete the formation of the line-up. The ensemble was forced to go through lengthy breaks due to two members serving in the army. With everybody back in business and scores of gigs played, Slay My Sanity got down to recording a debut album which they finally released in 2015 ... more

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