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Madness In Disguise

by Slay My Sanity

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1.
Roll On One 03:11
roll on one no, this was not my voice I swear these were not my words that shattered someone else's life right, I will have to be the one I will see the eyes of suffering that will curse, that will damn my soul when the storm shakes your essence when the soul creeps outside you will stab me with your question tell me why tell me why roll on one, roll on two this is me and that is you an abyss between the men living in their own hells fear, this is fear what I've become when I wake up and it feels like I'm about to ignite pain, this is pain what I seed what I hear and what I see all the time, all my life with so many ghosts that haunt me with the screams inside my head life has turned into demise now and demise is what I am roll on one, roll on two this is me and that is you an abyss between the men living in their own hells with the dead walking behind me with the dead walking ahead I will drown into madness with my soul forever dead
2.
Tears Run Dry time has no mercy on me, nor do I. i torture my memories, but they won't die... i'll never ever again restore thy face you'll never ever betray my trust and faith scarred so bad by yesterday, i can't escape my pain. why don't they just fade away? i feel I run insane so desolated inside I can't reach the skies, with my emotions run out and tears run dry.
3.
Stoned 04:08
Stoned, I am lying in the blood of my own Stoned, I've been paying for what I've been told There will be a doomsday There will be an end I have walked a right way To the promised land Stoned me dead, stoned me dead I was your salvation Stoned me dead, you stoned me dead Now it's your damnation Saved, I am watching you all enslaved Saved, I will live beyond my grave There will be a doomsday There will be an end I have walked a right way To the promised land Stoned me dead, stoned me dead I was your salvation Stoned me dead, you stoned me dead Now it's your damnation
4.
a nobody's a shadow I, I close my eyes Isolation from your lies A nobody's shadow Grinning down at me I stay off your ways On this mass illusion day A nobody's shadow Spitting in my face fed on oblivion powered by a wordless noise that's how you're living nothingness fills the void a nobody's shadow's watching from behind the broken glass what you've done, where you've gone is erased stay away, stay away edge of madness down the way see the angels of depressions with their cruel eyes ablaze stay away, stay away silence is the only way you are nameless, you are faceless you’re a pawn in this game faces, rayless suns of the souls smiles, wingless birds of dead emotions me, hollow mannequin of flesh you, but a shadow of no one a nobody's shadow's watching from behind the broken glass what you've done, where you've gone all in vain toungeless servant, armless soldier scorch my body, I never will walk with you, escape with you to the Shadow land I, I close my eyes Isolation from your lies A nobody's shadow Grinning down at me I stay off your ways On these mass illusion days A nobody's shadow Spitting in my face
5.
cyber cage for your mind and soul feeds you on the tales of plague see the eyes that do not see what is real and what may hurt we're fooled, we're led by a faceless man enslaved, enchained by our own... will you update me a newly born day vague is tomorrow lost is my way a disease or a remedy will you slay my sanity so they say we're gonna die if we ain't a part of scheme I'm lost in eternal lie only way to be redeemed we're fooled, we're led by a faceless man enslaved, enchained by our own... will you update me a newly born day vague is tomorrow lost is my way a disease or a remedy will you slay my sanity put on masks and hide your grins we are mad we are forced to smile in this peace only conflicts win in a hell-styled paradise we're fooled, we're led by a faceless man enslaved, enchained by our own hands
6.
Across The Pain in a saint-like attire with a look of a martyr you came to bring me a word are your tales of unreal are your dreams of unseen gonna overpower my world? cause my past is too harrowed to be spoken and I am way too crazy to be woken i won’t pray, this won’t save i will walk across the pain when it's done, nowhere to run, but to walk across the pain. do I fear the wrath of God? do you feel the fate of Phaine? what exactly do YOU know of the everlasting pain? cause my past is too harrowed to be spoken and I am way too crazy to be woken i won’t pray, this won’t save i will walk across the pain take your lullaby with you only thing that you can do can’t escape from the past this will forever last there’s a scar right through my life no more words of a faith i will bury my face in my hands and bitter cry i won’t pray, this won’t save i will walk across the pain when it's done, nowhere to run, but to walk across the pain. across the pain I’ll walk across the pain you’ll walk across the pain they’ll walk across the pain, go!
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Narayama 04:15
i know we all have horrid visions where time is the gallows age is the axe tormented by fear to take this decision cursed by the knowledge that you'll be the next mothers to your own killers, you have blessed their crime we all walk the same way gathering faith, counting days to Narayama cycle of madness,again and again human inside me eventually slain you! you're the way to my demise you're the way to distant skies you're the mercy in disguise but don't you blame yourself, i pray i only pray to god to send snow coldness is better than hunger and beasts long is the way deep is the sorrow don't turn your eyes to the corpses beneath that's not your will nor is it mine, don't blame yourself for god's design i.i am more than you can have i. i am less than nothingness i. i am all that has been left, a living ghost, a mother's name you're afraid to do a sacred rite more than I'm afraid to die
9.
see the things the way I do wear my eyes instead of glasses for the visions of the wild lead me not, follow me not just believe I am taste me not, learn me not you won't understand and you'll see what is deep inside of the one who likes butterflies and my eyes will be scanning you and my grin will betray your guards let the mad haunt the mad let the silence come with the first steps of insanity let me fly like a butterfly let me be Acherontia Styx let the wings of the butterfly take you to the heart of serenity i am watching the sensations i adore the struggle you are losing to my madness my madness
10.
… insignificant crawling under my feet in the dark is the city so mean and so weak leaving nothing but decay and reek i can’t be part of… i can be part of this no more in the cold of the night in the void of the day in the dirt of the past in the fog of the dreams there is no place for me there is no place for me no more in the slush of beliefs in the mess of hope in the weakness of words in the mist of ideas there is no place for me there is no place for me …unremarkable standing here alone on the edge getting ready to make this last move proving nothing and seeking no truth i can’t be part of... the emptiness is waiting the starlight is slitting my eyesight but I don’t wanna see? no! the thunder, it deafens me blank but do I want to hear? no! wasting, i’m wasting my religion i am wasted for the visions and who will give a damn? slaying, i’m slaying my beginnings i’m slain for believing as I embrace the emptiness the emptiness is waiting
11.
need your warmth to believe there’s no end need your words it is not all in vain to believe this was you to believe this was me when the memories die in the flames of the times there’s my hope I find in your voice oh my god, let us hide from the dawn how can I disbelieve, how can I be afraid this is us who will carry the light is it us who will dwell in the night? you gave me shelter from my wounded past built a temple to worship my love now it’s you who lives inside me i trod a distance within your caress found a heaven inside your embrace let me die on your hands before the… venomous sunrise, venomous sunrise rays scar my eyes venomous sunrise, venomous sunrise sun slays the dream i’m the traces you left i’m the moon you adored i’m the flame you asked me to keep i’m the words you forgot i’m a lie in your life i’m the night we failed to preserve need your lies to believe there’s no end need your touch to believe I’m alive to believe this is true to believe this was true when the sunrise arrives there’s no time to forgive there’s no time to promise again when the venom of light speeds through ashes of night i will know this is the last time
12.
Follow 01:34
13.
The Viewer 03:31
i've seen this face, I've heard this voice but these are stranger's eyes a storming heart cries out for help but it gets no reply unable to prove, unskilled to explain i am nothing but a viewer of pain unable to prove unskilled to explain i am nothing veiled with despair, a blinded soul is trapped by growing fears i try to speak, but helpless words fall into the abyss unable to prove, unskilled to explain i am nothing but a viewer of pain unable to prove unskilled to explain i am nothing but a viewer of madness in disguise whispers crisping in the mist a calm than never comes someone else instead of me better be renounced sordid demons of confusion make your friends arch enemies and the deepest silence ever breeds the voices of distress can't bring you back the solitude can't haunt away the screams you're not alone when no one's here you see what only seems unable to prove, unskilled to explain I am nothing but a viewer of pain unable to prove unskilled to explain I am nothing but a viewer of madness in disguise

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Recorded at home studio somewhere around 2013-2014. Brought to the world with passion towards the music we love.

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released January 14, 2015

Lyrics - Alexey Varfolomeyev
Music by Dmitry Timofeyev #4,7,10,11,12
Music by Danil Chernovalov #1,2,3,5,6,8,9,13
Arrangements by Andrey Shirokov and Maxim Sakhno

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Slay My Sanity Chelyabinsk, Russia

Slay My Sanity were formed back in 2009 in Chelyabinsk by Alex, Dmitry and Danil. It took them another couple of years to complete the formation of the line-up. The ensemble was forced to go through lengthy breaks due to two members serving in the army. With everybody back in business and scores of gigs played, Slay My Sanity got down to recording a debut album which they finally released in 2015 ... more

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